i finally saw the passion the other night and realized a few things...

1) my relationship with God is very impersonal...that's why i've never felt much

2) i formed my relationship with him. i've never let him in far enough to shape, teach, etc me.

why, o why, is there so much to think about?

i'm getting really tired of food for thought-- i get it all the time. it's all well-meant, but lately it's been too much. i just don't have the brain capacity to process it all...or even remember 1/2 of what's been revealed to me...

isn't life great? bah...