sometimes i honestly think i've dealt with the demons of my past. then i'm watching a movie, talking with a friend, or even listening to a sermon and the memories and emotions return - those that i thought had been forgotten.

like the other night... i was watching EDtv. when ed begins getting famous, his long-lost father comes back into his life. soon ed learns more details of what really happened between his parents. one second i was enjoying the movie, the next i had flashbacks and couldn't focus. it's not that i wonder what happened between my parents, but i definitely have questions that haven't been answered. i long for the day when i can watch a series of movies or hear a bunch of sermons and not be hounded at all by my past. i think that's possible, but i guess i don't know...

i'm curious - am i in the majority or the minority with this? can most people or only very few relate?