work is doing weird things to me. i have alot of trouble focusing during the week, whether i'm at the courthouse or not. i've never struggled with focus, so it's been especially frustrating.

once i leave work for the day, most of what i do in the evenings involves calming my mind down -- hoping to focus on something without thinking of something at work i need to add to the ever-growing to-do list. i usually end up watching tv and reading newsweek or reader's digest during the commercial breaks. sometimes phone calls are mixed in, but i don't care for those much during the week after hours of being on the phone at work.

but the weekends are different. if i'm traveling, i listen to books on cd and think. if i'm not, i listen to my ipod while cleaning, doing laundry, catching up on email, and running errands. for some reason, i don't have trouble focusing on weekends. this is such a glorious break from the demands of the rest of the week.